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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 10:22 PM
A Painful Regret
So yeah, first day of summer classes a while ago. I can say it's a little of success, but it's 50:50. I came late coz' my mom's in turtle-like-motion. I was so annoyed. So yes, first day of classes, LATE, but it was fun! :D What was the bad part is, I saw the person which I hate the most a while ago, and what's even WORST was he also enrolled in summer classes too! I hate him so much. Grrrr. But it's okay. Coz' I really enjoyed this day. I was so busy. But I still made this post coz' wanna show something. Roahaha. It's a sad story. Ahaha. Just read it if you're interested. Coz' tears fell from my eyes when I first read it.  10th gradeAs I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th gradeThe phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior yearThe day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said. He's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation DayA day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A Few Years LaterNow I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say"I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came"!. She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. FuneralYears passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too. I thought to my self, and I cried. :( "When you love someone, let them know. You never know what will happen the next minute. Learn to build a life together. Learn to love each other. For who they are. Not for what they are."
*tears* So yeah, tears fell right? Thanks for reading. Well, I'm going to study for tommorow's class. Yeah, I had the best time! But, I'll always try to update my blog even if I'm too busy. Just wait. And, leave a message in my tagboard! Khamsamnida! An-nyung,
Joanna Grace.
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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 10:22 PM
A Painful Regret
So yeah, first day of summer classes a while ago. I can say it's a little of success, but it's 50:50. I came late coz' my mom's in turtle-like-motion. I was so annoyed. So yes, first day of classes, LATE, but it was fun! :D What was the bad part is, I saw the person which I hate the most a while ago, and what's even WORST was he also enrolled in summer classes too! I hate him so much. Grrrr. But it's okay. Coz' I really enjoyed this day. I was so busy. But I still made this post coz' wanna show something. Roahaha. It's a sad story. Ahaha. Just read it if you're interested. Coz' tears fell from my eyes when I first read it. 10th gradeAs I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th gradeThe phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior yearThe day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said. He's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation DayA day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A Few Years LaterNow I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say"I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came"!. She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. FuneralYears passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too. I thought to my self, and I cried. :( "When you love someone, let them know. You never know what will happen the next minute. Learn to build a life together. Learn to love each other. For who they are. Not for what they are."
*tears* So yeah, tears fell right? Thanks for reading. Well, I'm going to study for tommorow's class. Yeah, I had the best time! But, I'll always try to update my blog even if I'm too busy. Just wait. And, leave a message in my tagboard! Khamsamnida! An-nyung,
Joanna Grace.
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She's a heart breaker. <:)
I'm on my road of being an optimist.
Who's that girl? It's Joanna!
I'd turned fourteen years young since I landed on this wonderland called Earth.
A four-eyed social hot-tempered teenager who doesn't look her age.
A moody, active, cool but snobbish person. I'm somewhat a bore at times.
It's easy to make me laugh, and to make me cry. I'm a cry baby.
I tend to be possessed at times, especially if I can't get what I want. *evil smirk*
I'm a professional liar. I sleep during classes.
Slightly scary with the fact that I eat a lot and still stays skinny.
I'm still in love with cartoons and kiddo stuffs. I'm still a child at heart. ♥
Living life normally with pride and dignity is what I aim for.
My family and friends are my pillars of support.
I'm an aspiring doctor.
It's been my dream to become a doctor since when I was in preschool.
I love my family, they are the best. I can't live without them, I really can't.
Oh well, before I forgot I have many fears.
I'm Katsaridophobic, Felinophobic and Acrophobic.
I can still control my fear of heights,
but when it comes to my fear of cats and cockroaches, I can't.
So don't you dare give me some of it, coz' it really pisses me off. >:(
I'll shove my foot down your throat if you do. LOLJK.
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